Mood

A few minutes ago i was feeling fine, i read something, i dont like it. now i m NOT fine. its all directed at me. it must be. cause i feel the FUCKING PIERCIN PAIN. maybe its not, maybe it is...i m ALWAYS paranoid. i dont know whats wrong, i dont want to know whats wrong. i wanna fuckin lock myself in my own world. i know i m selfish...screw you all. n not you. jus random people like the one living across the street. i dont like it. i dont like it. YES I KNOW but i still dont like it. DONT! DONT! even bother to say anything. no dont. you dont know what i m thinkin now...so dont fuckin come up and tag chill. i'll jus shut you out.

i m still goin to M5.