^^

i have alot of things to say.
but i decided not to say it.
cause it will only make everything that i've said or do look ridiculous.

this year. I have nothing to look forward to already. Do whatever that pleases you guys. Actually giving a fuck about you guys would jus make myself look stupid.

Why have i become like that? Ask yourselves. I dont really need to say anything.
You guys think that i've become selfish really?
Lets not hang out then.

Keeping my temper in all these days is actually quite a feat.

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on the other end. I am actually looking forward to pampering myself tmr.
I've realise that no one can pamper me like I do for myself. I love me *huggles me*

sounds lonely doesnt it?
but i think its an awesome way to move on.